Izi zimapanga zambiri kuposa 20 zaka kuyambira pamene ndinagula wanga woyamba chidole cha kugonana chidole zapamwamba kuchokera kwa wopanga wotchuka waku America, ndipo ndinaganiza kuti inali nthawi yogawana zomwe ndakumana nazo ndi zidole zogonana.
Panthawi imeneyi m'moyo wanga, Ndinali ndi chibwenzi chomwe chinatha ndipo chinandisiya ndikupwetekedwa mtima ndi amayi ambiri, koma ndinkafunabe kukhala ndi mnzanga komanso kukhala wachinsinsi m’moyo wanga, osati kukhudzidwa mtima ndi kudzipereka kwa nthawi ya ubale. Pamene wanga wachitatu zidole za silikoni zolaula kuphulika ngati baluni yakubadwa, Ndinayamba kuganiza kuti payenera kukhala “chidole chogonana ” kugulitsidwa penapake.... Ndinkafufuza zidole zogonana pa intaneti mosalakwa, pamene mwadzidzidzi pa skrini yanga, iye anali pamenepo, mayi wowoneka bwino wa silicone yemwe ndidamuwonapo. Nditha kukhala ndi wokonda uyu wokonda kukhala payekha m'njira zambiri. Iye anayeza 1,50 m, anali ndi bulu wodabwitsa komanso mawere olimba a kapu ya D, chidole chinapambana mayeso a boner nthawi yomweyo. Zinali choncho, Ndinagulitsidwa, ndi 3000 $ kenako – Ndinazitenga ku Fedex patatha mwezi umodzi. Ndimakumbukira, anali 5 Ogasiti m'mawa pomwe depot idatsegulidwa.
Madzulo amenewo, Ndinkavutika kuti ndiphunzire kumuveka zovala, kuti tsitsi lanu likhale labwino. Ndinayesa kunyalanyaza khungu lozizira la silicone ndi maonekedwe owopsya omwe anali nawo pamene anandiyang'ana.. Sizinali zophweka, ndi moona mtima, idanunkha moyipa. Sindikufuna kuyiwala kalikonse, kotero ndikupatsani zambiri pano, ngakhale zochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Ndinalankhula zonyansa, Ndinamupsompsona ndikumusisita mabere ndi matako ngati mbuzi yamtchire. Nthawi yonseyi, chidolecho chidayima pamenepo ndi kuyang'ana koyamwa tambala kukamwa kotsegula kuchipindacho, sakundidziwa. Ndinamuvula pang'onopang'ono, ndipo ndinamunyamula kupita naye kuchipinda (zoyipa – izi chidole chogonana). Ndinamuyika pakama, Ndinatambasula miyendo ndikukwera. Kondomu valani, Ndinatsika pa izo pasanathe 5 mphindi (Chabwino, 5 mphindi ndi bodza, panali zowonera zambiri ndipo zinali zitapita nthawi). Chidolecho chinali chitagona pamenepo, miyendo mlengalenga, theka la wigi linapendekeka pamutu pake ndipo mikono yake inapindika modabwitsa, Ine ndinali nditachotsa ubongo wa rabara mu chinthu chimenecho. Ndinayang'ana pansi ndikuchita manyazi komanso manyazi kuti ndalipira ndalama zambiri pazomwe ndinkangofuna kuyika khosi langa.. Koma chinkawonekabe chotentha, ndipo zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri.
